wishing you good bye

i found my self lost in a maze of misery . .
but then you came ,,
i thought you're the answer of my little prayer ,,
the angel God sent for me to wipe away my tears of painful . .
they say we were good to be together . .
until then you went away without any good reason - well ,, at least that's what i think . .
i awaited for you to react ,,
but it seems you don't want to ,,
and perhaps never will . .
the fact hit me hard ,,
turning my world upside down . .
but i'm thankful to God for letting me know you're not the one ,,
you're not the answer . .
you'll never know how hard it is to let my self being brought by the chemistry between us ,,
but God knows ,,
He knows every single drop of tears i cry ,,
every pieces of my heart you broke ,,
every flame of hope turned down . .
so He lets me realize before i'm too late to be healed ,,
before i'm drowned to deep that i couldn't be saved . .
I may have made mistakes ,,
but never thought this would end up this way . .
i thought we could be friends . .
you know ?
i'll miss every single moments we've ever had . .
you're a really good friend . .
but perhaps i'm not that good to understand what your heart desires . .
maybe you'll never care about this and all the memories will lost at ease . .
but i just wanna say i'm sorry . .
for everything . .
and thank you for letting me be a part of you ,,
though just for a short period of time . .
wish you all the best in your life . .