akhirnya ,,
setelah sekian lama bergumul sama JC ,,
g ixa jg ngum sesuatu iank sbnrnya bkn kehendak g . .
tp g tw tu khendak Dy . .
n g lakuin mua itu krn g chyk JC . .
Dy hdp g . .
wlpn susah . .
n bkn g cdi ,,
tp g pcaya smuanya bakalan indah pd waktuNya . .
^^
Rabu, 13 Mei 2009
Selasa, 28 April 2009
irreplaceable but unreachable
snenk bgt mren ixa ke dh ,,
ktmu tmendh 2 lama . .
gag nyangka g ,,
gag dicuekkn tnyata . .
haha . .
gag byasa jg c lyadh ank 2 co nya dah pk clana pjg . .
ckaka . .
iank ce nya c gag byk bruba . .
^^
thx dah nemenin g kmrn . .
wlpn sblm pgy smpedh rbudh ma nykap ,,
tp ixa d blg worth it lha wlpn cm bntr . .
waktu g gy jalan plg ,,
ad 1 hal iank g sadar . .
bhkn wkt g jalan d lorong skul lma g . .
g tau pasti g kangen n pgn jdie bagian dr u org agy . .
tp g rasa kisah g iank tu dah brakhir . .
gag akan keulang . .
g bangga pnah jd bagian dr khdupan itu . .
gag kan ada org iank tau seberapa jiwa g pgn bgt balik . .
sygnya cm flashback iank ixa g dpt . .
not for real . .
g mci ngedh persis tempat 2 mana g ska nongkrong dlu . .
g ngedh suasananya . .
perasaan yang g rasain . .
g ngedh wkt kita rekoleksi ,,
iank laen gy pda doa ,,
g melek n brusaha ngukir mka u org stu 2 di otak g . .
spy g gag lpa . .
g ngedh mla dlu mkanan apa iank kta mkn . .
mgkn g tlalu blebihan ,,
tp jujur ,,
g lum pnah ngrasa segitu nyamannya ma hdp g . .
kalo dbndgn ma mua luka iank mst g laluin skrg ,,
g kgn bgt ma idup g dlu . .
well ,,
however ,,
life do have to understand backwards ,,
but must be lived forward . .
n ni idup g skrg . .
d wkt g hrs dibentuk ma JC jdie pribadi iank lbi dewasa drpd sbelumnya . .
d wkt ego g bner 2 dilumatin ma JC . .
n g mst mlai dr 0 . .
wkt 2 dmana g tw ptolongan Dy iank plg ptg wat g . .
wkt dmana g tw alesan hdp g ,,
alesan g mci nafas itu krn Dy . .
alesan g btahan lewatin muanya . .
blajar tau n knal plan 2 siapa g dmata Dy ,,
gmana karakter g . .
wkt dmana mata g dibuka ,,
wat lyadh hidup tu kyk apa ?
apa mknanya ,,
apa yg sia 2 n apa yg berharga . .
blajar lbi peduli hdp org laen ,,
brusaha memahami latar blakang masing 2 org ,,
blajar toleransi . .
muanya akidh wkt dijalanin . .
tapi g tw g gag ndirian . .
mgkn kisah iank mau g jalanin lg gag kan pnah g dpt . .
tp g pcya JC sediain iank terbae wat g . .
n g tw ,,
sjak saat g sadar g dbntuk ,,
sjak itu lha mpe sterusnya proses tu bkal berlangsung . .
itu jg iank mst g hadepin . .
g gag tkudh . .
krn g tw Dy ad wat g . .
bhkn wkt org 2 terdekat nggalin g ndirian . .
thx ,,
Dad . .
love eu ^^
ktmu tmendh 2 lama . .
gag nyangka g ,,
gag dicuekkn tnyata . .
haha . .
gag byasa jg c lyadh ank 2 co nya dah pk clana pjg . .
ckaka . .
iank ce nya c gag byk bruba . .
^^
thx dah nemenin g kmrn . .
wlpn sblm pgy smpedh rbudh ma nykap ,,
tp ixa d blg worth it lha wlpn cm bntr . .
waktu g gy jalan plg ,,
ad 1 hal iank g sadar . .
bhkn wkt g jalan d lorong skul lma g . .
g tau pasti g kangen n pgn jdie bagian dr u org agy . .
tp g rasa kisah g iank tu dah brakhir . .
gag akan keulang . .
g bangga pnah jd bagian dr khdupan itu . .
gag kan ada org iank tau seberapa jiwa g pgn bgt balik . .
sygnya cm flashback iank ixa g dpt . .
not for real . .
g mci ngedh persis tempat 2 mana g ska nongkrong dlu . .
g ngedh suasananya . .
perasaan yang g rasain . .
g ngedh wkt kita rekoleksi ,,
iank laen gy pda doa ,,
g melek n brusaha ngukir mka u org stu 2 di otak g . .
spy g gag lpa . .
g ngedh mla dlu mkanan apa iank kta mkn . .
mgkn g tlalu blebihan ,,
tp jujur ,,
g lum pnah ngrasa segitu nyamannya ma hdp g . .
kalo dbndgn ma mua luka iank mst g laluin skrg ,,
g kgn bgt ma idup g dlu . .
well ,,
however ,,
life do have to understand backwards ,,
but must be lived forward . .
n ni idup g skrg . .
d wkt g hrs dibentuk ma JC jdie pribadi iank lbi dewasa drpd sbelumnya . .
d wkt ego g bner 2 dilumatin ma JC . .
n g mst mlai dr 0 . .
wkt 2 dmana g tw ptolongan Dy iank plg ptg wat g . .
wkt dmana g tw alesan hdp g ,,
alesan g mci nafas itu krn Dy . .
alesan g btahan lewatin muanya . .
blajar tau n knal plan 2 siapa g dmata Dy ,,
gmana karakter g . .
wkt dmana mata g dibuka ,,
wat lyadh hidup tu kyk apa ?
apa mknanya ,,
apa yg sia 2 n apa yg berharga . .
blajar lbi peduli hdp org laen ,,
brusaha memahami latar blakang masing 2 org ,,
blajar toleransi . .
muanya akidh wkt dijalanin . .
tapi g tw g gag ndirian . .
mgkn kisah iank mau g jalanin lg gag kan pnah g dpt . .
tp g pcya JC sediain iank terbae wat g . .
n g tw ,,
sjak saat g sadar g dbntuk ,,
sjak itu lha mpe sterusnya proses tu bkal berlangsung . .
itu jg iank mst g hadepin . .
g gag tkudh . .
krn g tw Dy ad wat g . .
bhkn wkt org 2 terdekat nggalin g ndirian . .
thx ,,
Dad . .
love eu ^^
Selasa, 21 April 2009
just walk away !
g gag plu seseorg wat blg sesuatu kyk :
" u org yg g chyk "
then ,,
30 menit kmudian blg :
" g gag akan pcaya agy ma kta 2 u "
whoa !!
boy ,,
hdp g dah susa . .
gag plu u bkn tmba xuxa . .
toh ,,
g cm bharap kta jd tmendh agy . .
that's all . .
wkt g blg g ska ma org itu ,,
yeph ,,
mank g ska dy . .
so what ??
u blg gag mu ganggu . .
well ,,
u bkn ' cukup ' mengganggu . .
tp ' sangat ' . .
g dah brusaha sabar ,,
g brusaha benahin hub kta ,,
g mu tmenan . .
gag mu diem 2 an gne . .
tp ,,
u lyadh apa iank ud u lakuin . .
mua org pny btas ksabaran ,,
bos . .
besides ,,
i'm only human right ?
kalo u mank mu pgy dr hdp g . .
pgy jha . .
gag mxala . .
pa plu g tnjukkn pntu exit nya ?
slama ni u blg spy g gag pduli agy ma u . .
tu kan hrpn u ?
then ,,
as you wish . .
you'll get what you want . .
puas ??
i've been messing with my life since you come . .
and now having you go ,,
could be sth to be denied . .
if you wanna leave ,,
just leave . .
and if you wanna walk away ,,
please do !!
" u org yg g chyk "
then ,,
30 menit kmudian blg :
" g gag akan pcaya agy ma kta 2 u "
whoa !!
boy ,,
hdp g dah susa . .
gag plu u bkn tmba xuxa . .
toh ,,
g cm bharap kta jd tmendh agy . .
that's all . .
wkt g blg g ska ma org itu ,,
yeph ,,
mank g ska dy . .
so what ??
u blg gag mu ganggu . .
well ,,
u bkn ' cukup ' mengganggu . .
tp ' sangat ' . .
g dah brusaha sabar ,,
g brusaha benahin hub kta ,,
g mu tmenan . .
gag mu diem 2 an gne . .
tp ,,
u lyadh apa iank ud u lakuin . .
mua org pny btas ksabaran ,,
bos . .
besides ,,
i'm only human right ?
kalo u mank mu pgy dr hdp g . .
pgy jha . .
gag mxala . .
pa plu g tnjukkn pntu exit nya ?
slama ni u blg spy g gag pduli agy ma u . .
tu kan hrpn u ?
then ,,
as you wish . .
you'll get what you want . .
puas ??
i've been messing with my life since you come . .
and now having you go ,,
could be sth to be denied . .
if you wanna leave ,,
just leave . .
and if you wanna walk away ,,
please do !!
Jumat, 17 April 2009
forgiving and forgetting
2 kta tu adalah 2 kata tersusah yang mesti g jalanin skrg . .
skalipun kata ' iaa g dah maavin u ' itu dah terlontar dr mulut g . .
tp xuxa wat lupa apa iank ud terjadi . .
seandainya TUHAN mau ngapus ingatan itu ,,
g akan dengan senang hati nerima semuanya . .
tapi knyataan tetep mst dihadapin kan ?
iank g ixa cm bdoa . .
n bharap rasa ini ilang cpedh . .
n gag ngebekasin luka apapun lg . .
cuz mgkn u gag pduli . .
tp g ckuph messing around with my life . .
itu mua alesannya gag plu diungkapin . .
g ykn u ngrti betul alesannya . .
it's obvious . .
tp ya uda lha . .
muanya toh gag ixa diulang . .
g cm bharap iank tbae wat u . .
skalipun kata ' iaa g dah maavin u ' itu dah terlontar dr mulut g . .
tp xuxa wat lupa apa iank ud terjadi . .
seandainya TUHAN mau ngapus ingatan itu ,,
g akan dengan senang hati nerima semuanya . .
tapi knyataan tetep mst dihadapin kan ?
iank g ixa cm bdoa . .
n bharap rasa ini ilang cpedh . .
n gag ngebekasin luka apapun lg . .
cuz mgkn u gag pduli . .
tp g ckuph messing around with my life . .
itu mua alesannya gag plu diungkapin . .
g ykn u ngrti betul alesannya . .
it's obvious . .
tp ya uda lha . .
muanya toh gag ixa diulang . .
g cm bharap iank tbae wat u . .
Minggu, 29 Maret 2009
wishing you good bye
i found my self lost in a maze of misery . .
but then you came ,,
i thought you're the answer of my little prayer ,,
the angel God sent for me to wipe away my tears of painful . .
they say we were good to be together . .
until then you went away without any good reason - well ,, at least that's what i think . .
i awaited for you to react ,,
but it seems you don't want to ,,
and perhaps never will . .
the fact hit me hard ,,
turning my world upside down . .
but i'm thankful to God for letting me know you're not the one ,,
you're not the answer . .
you'll never know how hard it is to let my self being brought by the chemistry between us ,,
but God knows ,,
He knows every single drop of tears i cry ,,
every pieces of my heart you broke ,,
every flame of hope turned down . .
so He lets me realize before i'm too late to be healed ,,
before i'm drowned to deep that i couldn't be saved . .
I may have made mistakes ,,
but never thought this would end up this way . .
i thought we could be friends . .
you know ?
i'll miss every single moments we've ever had . .
you're a really good friend . .
but perhaps i'm not that good to understand what your heart desires . .
maybe you'll never care about this and all the memories will lost at ease . .
but i just wanna say i'm sorry . .
for everything . .
and thank you for letting me be a part of you ,,
though just for a short period of time . .
wish you all the best in your life . .
but then you came ,,
i thought you're the answer of my little prayer ,,
the angel God sent for me to wipe away my tears of painful . .
they say we were good to be together . .
until then you went away without any good reason - well ,, at least that's what i think . .
i awaited for you to react ,,
but it seems you don't want to ,,
and perhaps never will . .
the fact hit me hard ,,
turning my world upside down . .
but i'm thankful to God for letting me know you're not the one ,,
you're not the answer . .
you'll never know how hard it is to let my self being brought by the chemistry between us ,,
but God knows ,,
He knows every single drop of tears i cry ,,
every pieces of my heart you broke ,,
every flame of hope turned down . .
so He lets me realize before i'm too late to be healed ,,
before i'm drowned to deep that i couldn't be saved . .
I may have made mistakes ,,
but never thought this would end up this way . .
i thought we could be friends . .
you know ?
i'll miss every single moments we've ever had . .
you're a really good friend . .
but perhaps i'm not that good to understand what your heart desires . .
maybe you'll never care about this and all the memories will lost at ease . .
but i just wanna say i'm sorry . .
for everything . .
and thank you for letting me be a part of you ,,
though just for a short period of time . .
wish you all the best in your life . .
Selasa, 24 Maret 2009
redoks
oksidasi :
- reaksi dengan peningkatan biloks
- reaksi pelepasan elektron
- reaksi penggabungan oksigen dengan senyawa atau unsur menghasilkan oksida
reduksi :
- reaksi dengan penurunan biloks
- reaksi pengikatan elektron
- reaksi pelepasan oksigen dari suatu oksida
oksidator :
- sumber oksigen dalam reaksi oksidasi
- zat yang mengalami penurunan biloks
- zat yang mengikat elektron dalam reaksi reduksi
reduktor : zat yang mengalami oksidasi
- zat yang mengikat oksigen dalam reaksi reduksi
- zat yang mengalami kenaikan biloks
- zat yang melepas elektron dalam reaksi oksidasi
reaksi disproporsionasi ( auto redoks ) : reaksi redoks dimana pereaksi yang sama mengalami oksidasi sekaligus reduksi
biloks dari suatu atom unsur adalah muatan yang dimiliki oleh atom jika elektron valensinya cenderung tertarik ke atom lain yang berikatan dengannya dan memiliki keelektronegatifan lebih besar. biloks atom unsur bisa positif atau negatif. untuk 2 atom yang berikatan :
-atom unsur dengan keelektronegatifan lebih kecil akan mempunyai biloks positif
-atom unsur dengan keelektronegatifan lebih besar akan mempunyai biloks negatif
konsep biloks dan elektrolit dapat diterapkan dalam pengolahan limbah ,, yakni proses kimianya
- reaksi dengan peningkatan biloks
- reaksi pelepasan elektron
- reaksi penggabungan oksigen dengan senyawa atau unsur menghasilkan oksida
reduksi :
- reaksi dengan penurunan biloks
- reaksi pengikatan elektron
- reaksi pelepasan oksigen dari suatu oksida
oksidator :
- sumber oksigen dalam reaksi oksidasi
- zat yang mengalami penurunan biloks
- zat yang mengikat elektron dalam reaksi reduksi
reduktor : zat yang mengalami oksidasi
- zat yang mengikat oksigen dalam reaksi reduksi
- zat yang mengalami kenaikan biloks
- zat yang melepas elektron dalam reaksi oksidasi
reaksi disproporsionasi ( auto redoks ) : reaksi redoks dimana pereaksi yang sama mengalami oksidasi sekaligus reduksi
biloks dari suatu atom unsur adalah muatan yang dimiliki oleh atom jika elektron valensinya cenderung tertarik ke atom lain yang berikatan dengannya dan memiliki keelektronegatifan lebih besar. biloks atom unsur bisa positif atau negatif. untuk 2 atom yang berikatan :
-atom unsur dengan keelektronegatifan lebih kecil akan mempunyai biloks positif
-atom unsur dengan keelektronegatifan lebih besar akan mempunyai biloks negatif
konsep biloks dan elektrolit dapat diterapkan dalam pengolahan limbah ,, yakni proses kimianya
Rabu, 18 Maret 2009
believe in love
Don't you say that you don't believe in love
cause you know
though you don't want to ,,
you have to . .
love will take you whether you want it or not , ,
Love is your basic need . .
and God knows that . .
He put it inside your heart ,,
makes it beats with His love ,,
and takes care of it for you . .
^^
cause you know
though you don't want to ,,
you have to . .
love will take you whether you want it or not , ,
Love is your basic need . .
and God knows that . .
He put it inside your heart ,,
makes it beats with His love ,,
and takes care of it for you . .
^^
Selasa, 17 Maret 2009
how often do you fake yourself ?
sbrapa srg kta pura 2 ?
n dalam hal apa ?
kalo u tny g ,,
g bkl jawab sering . .
n dalam hal prasaan . .
knp ?
g cm pgn lindungn prasaan org 2 d skitar g ,,
gag mu bkn dy org susa . .
mgkn byk iank lyadh g ktawa n ngejalanin aktivitas g byasa aja . .
tp seberapa byk org iank tw kalo g ngalamin iank namanya akar pahit . .
byk bgt hal iank g smpn ndiri mpe g brasanya gag ad rasa ,,
numb . .
tp wkt g ngalamin masalah ,,
mua itu kluar lwt kesakidhan iank g ndiri binun dtg dr mana . .
fiuh . .
life really is complicated . .
n dalam hal apa ?
kalo u tny g ,,
g bkl jawab sering . .
n dalam hal prasaan . .
knp ?
g cm pgn lindungn prasaan org 2 d skitar g ,,
gag mu bkn dy org susa . .
mgkn byk iank lyadh g ktawa n ngejalanin aktivitas g byasa aja . .
tp seberapa byk org iank tw kalo g ngalamin iank namanya akar pahit . .
byk bgt hal iank g smpn ndiri mpe g brasanya gag ad rasa ,,
numb . .
tp wkt g ngalamin masalah ,,
mua itu kluar lwt kesakidhan iank g ndiri binun dtg dr mana . .
fiuh . .
life really is complicated . .
Kamis, 12 Maret 2009
fasting
bxukh bkal puasa nii . .
cenank nya . .
hehe . .
kuadh gag iaa ??
ni mua wat JC . .
moga 2 JC cenenk iaa . .
^^
cenank nya . .
hehe . .
kuadh gag iaa ??
ni mua wat JC . .
moga 2 JC cenenk iaa . .
^^
unpredictable
haha . .
gag nyangka tdie ul fisikanya gpg . .
g pkr xuxa . .
legaa bgt . .
kmgknan dpt cepe nii . .
wkwk . .
^^
gag nyangka tdie ul fisikanya gpg . .
g pkr xuxa . .
legaa bgt . .
kmgknan dpt cepe nii . .
wkwk . .
^^
Selasa, 10 Maret 2009
ain't no blind
i ain't no a girl who's blind ,,
who couldn't differentiate who loves me ,,
who loves me not ,,
who cares for me ,,
who doesn't . .
sometimes you seem the one ,,
and another time you definitely not . .
i don't want you to wait for me ,,
but i don't want you to stop loving me either . .
i don't wanna play hell with ya anymore . .
just wanna cry within the rain . .
let my tears drop as the rain fall . .
so that ain't nobody could see what's within' my heart . .
>.<
who couldn't differentiate who loves me ,,
who loves me not ,,
who cares for me ,,
who doesn't . .
sometimes you seem the one ,,
and another time you definitely not . .
i don't want you to wait for me ,,
but i don't want you to stop loving me either . .
i don't wanna play hell with ya anymore . .
just wanna cry within the rain . .
let my tears drop as the rain fall . .
so that ain't nobody could see what's within' my heart . .
>.<
Jumat, 06 Maret 2009
faith
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