wishing you good bye

i found my self lost in a maze of misery . .
but then you came ,,
i thought you're the answer of my little prayer ,,
the angel God sent for me to wipe away my tears of painful . .
they say we were good to be together . .
until then you went away without any good reason - well ,, at least that's what i think . .
i awaited for you to react ,,
but it seems you don't want to ,,
and perhaps never will . .
the fact hit me hard ,,
turning my world upside down . .
but i'm thankful to God for letting me know you're not the one ,,
you're not the answer . .
you'll never know how hard it is to let my self being brought by the chemistry between us ,,
but God knows ,,
He knows every single drop of tears i cry ,,
every pieces of my heart you broke ,,
every flame of hope turned down . .
so He lets me realize before i'm too late to be healed ,,
before i'm drowned to deep that i couldn't be saved . .
I may have made mistakes ,,
but never thought this would end up this way . .
i thought we could be friends . .
you know ?
i'll miss every single moments we've ever had . .
you're a really good friend . .
but perhaps i'm not that good to understand what your heart desires . .
maybe you'll never care about this and all the memories will lost at ease . .
but i just wanna say i'm sorry . .
for everything . .
and thank you for letting me be a part of you ,,
though just for a short period of time . .
wish you all the best in your life . .

redoks

oksidasi :

- reaksi dengan peningkatan biloks
- reaksi pelepasan elektron
- reaksi penggabungan oksigen dengan senyawa atau unsur menghasilkan oksida

reduksi :

- reaksi dengan penurunan biloks
- reaksi pengikatan elektron
- reaksi pelepasan oksigen dari suatu oksida

oksidator :

- sumber oksigen dalam reaksi oksidasi
- zat yang mengalami penurunan biloks
- zat yang mengikat elektron dalam reaksi reduksi

reduktor : zat yang mengalami oksidasi

- zat yang mengikat oksigen dalam reaksi reduksi
- zat yang mengalami kenaikan biloks
- zat yang melepas elektron dalam reaksi oksidasi

reaksi disproporsionasi ( auto redoks ) : reaksi redoks dimana pereaksi yang sama mengalami oksidasi sekaligus reduksi

biloks dari suatu atom unsur adalah muatan yang dimiliki oleh atom jika elektron valensinya cenderung tertarik ke atom lain yang berikatan dengannya dan memiliki keelektronegatifan lebih besar. biloks atom unsur bisa positif atau negatif. untuk 2 atom yang berikatan :
-atom unsur dengan keelektronegatifan lebih kecil akan mempunyai biloks positif
-atom unsur dengan keelektronegatifan lebih besar akan mempunyai biloks negatif

konsep biloks dan elektrolit dapat diterapkan dalam pengolahan limbah ,, yakni proses kimianya

believe in love

Don't you say that you don't believe in love
cause you know
though you don't want to ,,
you have to . .
love will take you whether you want it or not , ,
Love is your basic need . .
and God knows that . .
He put it inside your heart ,,
makes it beats with His love ,,
and takes care of it for you . .
^^

how often do you fake yourself ?

sbrapa srg kta pura 2 ?

n dalam hal apa ?

kalo u tny g ,,

g bkl jawab sering . .

n dalam hal prasaan . .

knp ?

g cm pgn lindungn prasaan org 2 d skitar g ,,

gag mu bkn dy org susa . .

mgkn byk iank lyadh g ktawa n ngejalanin aktivitas g byasa aja . .

tp seberapa byk org iank tw kalo g ngalamin iank namanya akar pahit . .

byk bgt hal iank g smpn ndiri mpe g brasanya gag ad rasa ,,

numb . .

tp wkt g ngalamin masalah ,,

mua itu kluar lwt kesakidhan iank g ndiri binun dtg dr mana . .

fiuh . .

life really is complicated . .

fasting

bxukh bkal puasa nii . .

cenank nya . .

hehe . .

kuadh gag iaa ??

ni mua wat JC . .

moga 2 JC cenenk iaa . .

^^

unpredictable

haha . .

gag nyangka tdie ul fisikanya gpg . .

g pkr xuxa . .

legaa bgt . .

kmgknan dpt cepe nii . .

wkwk . .

^^

ain't no blind

i ain't no a girl who's blind ,,

who couldn't differentiate who loves me ,,

who loves me not ,,

who cares for me ,,

who doesn't . .

sometimes you seem the one ,,

and another time you definitely not . .

i don't want you to wait for me ,,

but i don't want you to stop loving me either . .

i don't wanna play hell with ya anymore . .

just wanna cry within the rain . .

let my tears drop as the rain fall . .

so that ain't nobody could see what's within' my heart . .

>.<

faith

Iman adalah dasar dari segala sesuatu yang kita
harapkan dan bukti dari segala sesuatu
yang tidak kita lihat

Ibrani 11 : 1

mission accomplished

horee . .

ul eko g iank ptama smester 2 dpt cepe . .

mci ad harepan bkn rekor dpt cepe di rapodh wat ke 2 x nya . .

haha . .

^^

no force allowed !

uuuh ,,

g gag mu playanan dipaksa 2 . .

kalo hati g gag dxtu ,,

gag da iank ixa paksa g . .

u pngecut tw ?

gag pnah brusaha mju jdie liturgis . .

cm ixa ngelariin diri . .

g trima x ni ,,

krn g tw tggung jwb g dpn JC . .

laen x ,,

gag mu g dipaksa 2 gne . .

u dah bkn g ksel 2 x . .

g cii sabar aja . .

lyadh mpe kpn u bkl bkn g ksel . .

huh !

proud of you

g bgga ma u . .

u bruba sratus delapan pulu drajat . .

ebadh . .

itu iank slama ni g arepin . .

u chyk ma JC lbi dr apapun . .

g smpt kcewa wkt u blg apa kslahan u sblm natal taon lalu . .

tp skrg gag . .

g bgga ma u . .

bgga pnah jdie org iank u chyk . .

^^

u sgtu chyk nya ma JC . .

g jga gag mu kala . .

^^

keep holding on Him . .

He'll guide you save . .

Gbu . .

Glu . .

Nice knowing you . .

^^

for : - a friend -

cinta

cinta adalah perasaan indah yang memberikan warna
warni kehidupan
mudah 'tuk dimulai ,,
sulit 'tuk diakhiri
tanpa Sang Sumber Cinta ,,
Yesus Kristus ,,
cinta itu akan takluk pada kesia - siaan
dan sakit hati
karena bila cinta itu diakhiri tanpa kelapangan hati ,,
cinta itu takkan punya akhir seindah permulaannya



- Wed ,, 07. 06.07 -

footprints

one night i dreamed a dream
i was walking along the beach with my Lord ,,
across the dark sky flashed scene from my life
for each scene ,,
i noticed two sets of footprints in the sand ,,
one belonging to me and one tu my Lord
when the last scene of my life shot before me
i looked back at the footprints in the sand ,,
and to
there was my surprise ,,
i noticed that many times along the path of my life
there was only one set of footprints
i realized that this was at the lowest and saddest times of my life
this always bothered me
and i questioned the Lord about my dilemma
" Lord ,,
You told me when i decided to follow You ,,
You would walk and talk with me all the way
but i'm aware that during the most troublesome times of my life
there is only one set of footprints
i just don't understand why ,,
when i needed You most ,,
You leave me "
He wishpered ,,
" My precious child ,,
I love you and will never leave you
never ,,
ever ,,
during your trials and testings
when you saw only one set of footprints
it was then that i carried you "

- 1964 margaret fishback powers -

it's not your fault

dear : - someone -

g gag mu u ngrasa tu sala u . .

tu sama skali bkn . .

kalo u ngrasa tu sla u ,,

g lbi ngrasa bsalah ma u . .

slama nii ,,

g slalu ngrasa akidh . .

mgkn g mst kapok pny hub ma org ,,

tp g tw g gag leh gtu . .

jujur ,,

g dah mlz bharep ma org stlh mantan g . .

tp g brusaha krn org tu u . .

g gag mu u ngrasa bsalah krn hal ini tuu urusan g ma org tu . .

tu bagian masa lalu g iank lum slese . .

g mnt maav dah bkn u ngrasa bsalah . .